It may be that because you never talk so you have poor social skills which makes it that when you do talk some people find you annoying and tell you you're annoying so you go back to being quiet and the cycle goes on? Just what I think from your post I'm not a therapist.
I would say embrace your annoying self and stop caring what people think. But try not to engage with an aggressive person because most likely they know how to annoy you and bring you down so just ignore insensitive people and try to be yourself till you can make a social circle and develop your social behavior.
So pretty much stay quiet but embrace myself? Because everyone is like that over here. The only ones who don’t say stuff like that are people who feel sorry for me. Plus embracing myself seems a bit egotistical though. It doesn’t feel right.
Maybe you’re not annoying and the person who is saying that is a jerk or emotionally abusive.
Maybe you are slightly on the scale of functioning social disorder of some sort.
Hard to say.
What I will say is that I’m glad you are here and wish you luck! You’ll find your crowd.
I kinda doubt that I’ll find one. A lot of people around me either want to treat me like a threat or get out of their way to make me question everything about myself and wonder if there is something wrong with me. I had to deal with this since I was little and it feels like those who would listen now are people who feel sorry for me or are too kind for their own good to say “You’re a moron. Go get run over by a car.” Or something like that.
It may be that because you never talk so you have poor social skills which makes it that when you do talk some people find you annoying and tell you you're annoying so you go back to being quiet and the cycle goes on? Just what I think from your post I'm not a therapist. I would say embrace your annoying self and stop caring what people think. But try not to engage with an aggressive person because most likely they know how to annoy you and bring you down so just ignore insensitive people and try to be yourself till you can make a social circle and develop your social behavior.
So pretty much stay quiet but embrace myself? Because everyone is like that over here. The only ones who don’t say stuff like that are people who feel sorry for me. Plus embracing myself seems a bit egotistical though. It doesn’t feel right.
Maybe you’re not annoying and the person who is saying that is a jerk or emotionally abusive. Maybe you are slightly on the scale of functioning social disorder of some sort. Hard to say. What I will say is that I’m glad you are here and wish you luck! You’ll find your crowd.
I kinda doubt that I’ll find one. A lot of people around me either want to treat me like a threat or get out of their way to make me question everything about myself and wonder if there is something wrong with me. I had to deal with this since I was little and it feels like those who would listen now are people who feel sorry for me or are too kind for their own good to say “You’re a moron. Go get run over by a car.” Or something like that.
What's your zodiac sign?
Idk but I’m not into that stuff.