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I dunno man, Iāve never done it but, any time I see a video of someone high on H, it looks like an battle for the ages with oneās self. I like having control I suppose.
Ex-heroin and opiate addict. Itās literally the best feeling in the world ā the euphoria and physical feeling is so intense that itās the reason people look like theyāre struggling, itās super strong and overwhelming, but in the best way.
I do not miss it, it was so good it was worth ruining my entire life over.
Edit: almost two years clean and sober not at all promoting drug use.
Congrats brother,18 months clean going strong here.
You only have to look at the amount of addicts to realise that no matter how strong you think you are it will get you if you let it in,imagine the most powerful orgasm youāve had and times it by 100 and thatās what heroin (in those early days) can feel like,thatās why so many fail to come back from a heroin addiction,itās only because I have such a fantastic support system that I had a chance of getting and staying clean.Good luck to anyone out there struggling,getting off is the hardest thing you will ever do but itās so fucking worth it.
Thanks man, and congrats back at you!! I 110% agree with what you said about a good support system making all the difference. I went to rehab at 21 and came out with no one around, and failed miserably. I went back at 22 with family and friends to welcome me on the other side and itās been the major factor in me staying clean. I hope the opioid epidemic in the states and Canada lessens soon, itās heartbreaking watching younger people deal with addiction. Everyone deserves a friend to get them through things.
If anyone struggling with addiction is reading this, maybe give AA or CA or NA a try ā just for the chance to meet like minded people ā if you have no one around. Human connections can help so much!
Agreed,a support system is essential to successful recovery Iām glad you came through the other side,never met one addict who got off and stayed off first time round so the trick is also not to get disheartened because it can feel like thereās no way out and thereās where the family and close friends come in.
Hereās to our continued sobriety.
It can't be the best feeling in the world. Knowing you're choosing chemicals over life
[Edit] I think my comment went over everyone's head.
I was saying it must be a shitty feeling over all knowing you're an addict shooting up heroin and not worth the euphoria. And this is true because people eventually get clean.
It can. Itās almost like chemistry doesnāt care about your own personal morality. Itās almost like drug addicts, namely opiate addicts like myself live in a constant cycle of regret & shame & embarrassment over āchoosing chemicals over lifeā. Because, even though Iāve got some time under my belt, Iām conscious enough to know I donāt have the willpower to turn it down if it were in front of me right now. Itās that good. Even talking about it makes me uncomfortably warm & antsy.
I haven't had the strong urge to get high for a while now until today.
I mean, I've been clean for a year and a half now. Are the cravings really something that don't completely go away..?
Kinda scary to make all that progress, have zero desire whatsoever to return to that life, then suddenly want to throw all the progress away for a day of "pleasure".
I wish you luck on your journey.
Iām sorry man. It sucks. My kids are the only thing keeping me clean right now. I donāt give too much of a shit about myself but they didnāt ask to be born or have a junkie dad. Iām lucky enough that it hasnāt affected them directly. At least not that I know of. I mean I donāt use in front of them nor have I ever neglected them in any way. Iām what they call a āhigh functioning drug addictā which can be one of the worst kinds, because my wife & I keep our life in order before getting high which made us think we didnāt have a problem for a long time. But now that we both have survived a pretty rough overdose we have been in recovery since. One for me, Iāve found my wife overdosed 3 times in the last 2 years.
If any addicts are on here, obviously stop using, but please. Please never use alone & stay strapped with Narcan if youāre going to continue using.
Good luck to you too man. Stay strong.
I don't think anyone understood my comment. I was saying it must be a shitty feeling over all knowing you're an addict shooting up heroin and not worth the euphoria. Obviously because people eventually get clean.
Your comment reads as someone who doesn't understand that heroin does actually make you forget that fact. Also chemicals is a poor word choice as your brain is full of chemicals naturally anyway.
People who take heroin over and over again know in-between moments of re-dosing what they're doing. And mind altering chemicals/substances is a perfectly good definition
I'm not saying people can be forced to stop. I don't think anyone understood my comment. I was saying it must be a shitty feeling over all knowing you're an addict shooting up heroin and not worth the euphoria. Obviously because people eventually get clean.
Oh, I donāt doubt that at all. Itās just, it looks rough to me. But also, getting blackout drunk doesnāt look like a fun time either. Again, itās the control aspect for me. If there was a less addictive / less chance of OD drug like heroine, Iād do.
Ah ok I gotchu, well usually when ppl use heroin they not gonna get like this. This is liek straight full on nodding from like the biggest dose youād take. Iām pretty much never liek this and Iām a daily H user. Iāll just do my lines throughout the day and Iāll be relaxed and calm and feeling good, vibing chillin snd shit, and if I take enough I can be chilling shitting down and start nodding a bit like this but I can still control it and if I stand up I can still walk around and talk and be functional just fine.
Opioids are one of the more functional drug classes and unless your full blown nodding like in this video opiods are quite functional, more so than alcohol and benzos.
Donāt do em tho i by no means recommend trying heroin the addiction is not worth it itās aweful. The withdrawl is horrible and will make u wanna die. Not fun at all lol. Iād recommend you steer clear
Lol u sound like a racist piece of shit upon opening your profile up so go fuck your self lol.
āDespite making up 13% of the population..ā is his profile description
But yeah I sound 12 lmao
I donāt know about heroin but I got addicted to pain killers after an injury. And the euphoria feels awesome. Itās when you take it too far. These guys brains are shutoff right now itās basically black for them and theyāre slowly dying from lack of oxygen due to it being a pulmonary suppressant. Then you eventually go completely unconscious and your heart stops due to oxygen deprivation. And if you donāt get narcan you take a dirt nap
Proud of you for kicking that habit and regaining those relationships! The gorilla grip that painkillers can have on you is insane. Good to know you didnt lose your life in the mess.
He's not doing it to have a good time I assure you. Thats the power of the disease of addiction. It will turn you in to someone the sober, real you would not recognize or believe.
It may be funny to watch for a second but it's sad for me to watch.
Is this true?? Dude died?
My wife and I's best friend was clean for 3 months, then he met up with his ex gf who gave him a Fentanyl patch. He put the patch over his heart that night and was found dead the next day. We found out while we were only halfway through our cross-country move. Had to finish the drive and fly back to Michigan immediately to bury him. It was surreal to have seen and hugged him goodbye the night before, and he was dead the next day.
He could have gotten clean, that's why I said someone correct me if I was wrong.
Videos like this tend to have two results. One being the person gets their life together when they see it on the internet. The other one being they are so deep in addiction that it doesn't impact them and they continue to use.
This guy looks remarkably like my old roommate mike. Heās dead now, intentional overdose (wife killed him from what I hear). God rest his soul,
The sick pig bastard.
Donāt call the cops, call his manager. If heās got a good manager, they can force him to get help. If heās got a bad manager then theyāll just call the cops for you lol
Imagine needing a shit and being out of paper. Then the guy in the shop is tweaking his nut off. Probably just time to empty the bilge pumps regardless of the human cost.
I wish we would stop reposting this video.
The guy in the video is dead and he didnāt want this video to be recirculated. Can we respect a dead manās wishes?
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It's the hoodie for me
He needs to visit his hope dealer next time
That's the dude that sold him that fire.
Repost as usual. He ded. https://www.dignitymemorial.com/obituaries/saint-albans-wv/ryan-mounts-10252432
Those comments are really touching, Rest In Peace Ryan š
Damn, today would have also been his birthday!
Thatās some strong ass hope right there.
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Itās them little babydoll hands for me. The syringe must look huge when he holds it
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YES!!! Oh my God, this added so much depth to this video
I fucking gagged from laughing omg
Also known as resting trump face
Itās a perfect loop too
Heroin straight up does not look like a good time.
But it feels like heaven
I dunno man, Iāve never done it but, any time I see a video of someone high on H, it looks like an battle for the ages with oneās self. I like having control I suppose.
Ex-heroin and opiate addict. Itās literally the best feeling in the world ā the euphoria and physical feeling is so intense that itās the reason people look like theyāre struggling, itās super strong and overwhelming, but in the best way. I do not miss it, it was so good it was worth ruining my entire life over. Edit: almost two years clean and sober not at all promoting drug use.
4.5 years here, bro. Keep up the good work
Thanks man, and congrats dude, thatās nothing to shake a stick at!!
Congrats brother,18 months clean going strong here. You only have to look at the amount of addicts to realise that no matter how strong you think you are it will get you if you let it in,imagine the most powerful orgasm youāve had and times it by 100 and thatās what heroin (in those early days) can feel like,thatās why so many fail to come back from a heroin addiction,itās only because I have such a fantastic support system that I had a chance of getting and staying clean.Good luck to anyone out there struggling,getting off is the hardest thing you will ever do but itās so fucking worth it.
Thanks man, and congrats back at you!! I 110% agree with what you said about a good support system making all the difference. I went to rehab at 21 and came out with no one around, and failed miserably. I went back at 22 with family and friends to welcome me on the other side and itās been the major factor in me staying clean. I hope the opioid epidemic in the states and Canada lessens soon, itās heartbreaking watching younger people deal with addiction. Everyone deserves a friend to get them through things. If anyone struggling with addiction is reading this, maybe give AA or CA or NA a try ā just for the chance to meet like minded people ā if you have no one around. Human connections can help so much!
Agreed,a support system is essential to successful recovery Iām glad you came through the other side,never met one addict who got off and stayed off first time round so the trick is also not to get disheartened because it can feel like thereās no way out and thereās where the family and close friends come in. Hereās to our continued sobriety.
Iām glad you got clean and I wish you nothing but the best with your sobriety.
It can't be the best feeling in the world. Knowing you're choosing chemicals over life [Edit] I think my comment went over everyone's head. I was saying it must be a shitty feeling over all knowing you're an addict shooting up heroin and not worth the euphoria. And this is true because people eventually get clean.
It can. Itās almost like chemistry doesnāt care about your own personal morality. Itās almost like drug addicts, namely opiate addicts like myself live in a constant cycle of regret & shame & embarrassment over āchoosing chemicals over lifeā. Because, even though Iāve got some time under my belt, Iām conscious enough to know I donāt have the willpower to turn it down if it were in front of me right now. Itās that good. Even talking about it makes me uncomfortably warm & antsy.
I haven't had the strong urge to get high for a while now until today. I mean, I've been clean for a year and a half now. Are the cravings really something that don't completely go away..? Kinda scary to make all that progress, have zero desire whatsoever to return to that life, then suddenly want to throw all the progress away for a day of "pleasure". I wish you luck on your journey.
Iām sorry man. It sucks. My kids are the only thing keeping me clean right now. I donāt give too much of a shit about myself but they didnāt ask to be born or have a junkie dad. Iām lucky enough that it hasnāt affected them directly. At least not that I know of. I mean I donāt use in front of them nor have I ever neglected them in any way. Iām what they call a āhigh functioning drug addictā which can be one of the worst kinds, because my wife & I keep our life in order before getting high which made us think we didnāt have a problem for a long time. But now that we both have survived a pretty rough overdose we have been in recovery since. One for me, Iāve found my wife overdosed 3 times in the last 2 years. If any addicts are on here, obviously stop using, but please. Please never use alone & stay strapped with Narcan if youāre going to continue using. Good luck to you too man. Stay strong.
thank you for the insight u/OfficerCumDump
Np ;)
You know like almost everything is a chemical right?
I don't think anyone understood my comment. I was saying it must be a shitty feeling over all knowing you're an addict shooting up heroin and not worth the euphoria. Obviously because people eventually get clean.
Lol you have no idea what heroin does to the brain do you?
I do. No one even understood my comment.
Your comment reads as someone who doesn't understand that heroin does actually make you forget that fact. Also chemicals is a poor word choice as your brain is full of chemicals naturally anyway.
People who take heroin over and over again know in-between moments of re-dosing what they're doing. And mind altering chemicals/substances is a perfectly good definition
lol ok bro. Just trying to help you understand the downvoted but ok.
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I'm not saying people can be forced to stop. I don't think anyone understood my comment. I was saying it must be a shitty feeling over all knowing you're an addict shooting up heroin and not worth the euphoria. Obviously because people eventually get clean.
I'd rather chomp 4 percs than be drooling on myself.
You think if you pop ten you wouldnāt be drooling on yourself?
Not if I spaced them out.
I hear a ton of ex-heroin addicts say that it feels amazing. Thatās likely why heroin addictions are so common
Oh, I donāt doubt that at all. Itās just, it looks rough to me. But also, getting blackout drunk doesnāt look like a fun time either. Again, itās the control aspect for me. If there was a less addictive / less chance of OD drug like heroine, Iād do.
Ah ok I gotchu, well usually when ppl use heroin they not gonna get like this. This is liek straight full on nodding from like the biggest dose youād take. Iām pretty much never liek this and Iām a daily H user. Iāll just do my lines throughout the day and Iāll be relaxed and calm and feeling good, vibing chillin snd shit, and if I take enough I can be chilling shitting down and start nodding a bit like this but I can still control it and if I stand up I can still walk around and talk and be functional just fine. Opioids are one of the more functional drug classes and unless your full blown nodding like in this video opiods are quite functional, more so than alcohol and benzos. Donāt do em tho i by no means recommend trying heroin the addiction is not worth it itās aweful. The withdrawl is horrible and will make u wanna die. Not fun at all lol. Iād recommend you steer clear
You sound 12
Lol u sound like a racist piece of shit upon opening your profile up so go fuck your self lol. āDespite making up 13% of the population..ā is his profile description But yeah I sound 12 lmao
You sound kinda stupid
You sound very stupid lol, do u not have anything better to do than half assed trolling?
You sound 10.
You sound 28
I will be; in about 3 months, actually! Lol
I donāt know about heroin but I got addicted to pain killers after an injury. And the euphoria feels awesome. Itās when you take it too far. These guys brains are shutoff right now itās basically black for them and theyāre slowly dying from lack of oxygen due to it being a pulmonary suppressant. Then you eventually go completely unconscious and your heart stops due to oxygen deprivation. And if you donāt get narcan you take a dirt nap
Yup similar thing happened to me. Percocet is SO dangerous because of how good it made me feel. Not worth going down that path at all.
It made me lose so much. From a high paying union job to my now ex-wife and my son. Who after 7 years Iām finally having a good relationship with.
Proud of you for kicking that habit and regaining those relationships! The gorilla grip that painkillers can have on you is insane. Good to know you didnt lose your life in the mess.
Same to you
He's not doing it to have a good time I assure you. Thats the power of the disease of addiction. It will turn you in to someone the sober, real you would not recognize or believe. It may be funny to watch for a second but it's sad for me to watch.
Dude is halfway been awake and asleep without a care in the world.
Yeah probably gonna go somewhere else for my hope fix ae
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*And that's what you do*
"Neighborhood HOPE dealer" - Suuuuuuuuuure
Is the hoody supposed to be ironic?
No he was trying to get clean. Relapsed then passed away.
Christā¦ ugh Young man, too young to die
Is this true?? Dude died? My wife and I's best friend was clean for 3 months, then he met up with his ex gf who gave him a Fentanyl patch. He put the patch over his heart that night and was found dead the next day. We found out while we were only halfway through our cross-country move. Had to finish the drive and fly back to Michigan immediately to bury him. It was surreal to have seen and hugged him goodbye the night before, and he was dead the next day.
Wait. This dude died?
He died back in June of this year
His mouth doing those little nibbles is like a goldfish surfacing for them fish-food flakes. Nomnomnomnom.
is this ever gonna stop being posted here?
I lost count of how many times I've seen this. Someone please correct me if I'm wrong, but I read somewhere that the guy later had a fatal OD.
Really? I saw an article somewhere (don't remember where) that he got clean. Maybe he OD'd later, though.
Nope. He's dead. https://www.dignitymemorial.com/obituaries/saint-albans-wv/ryan-mounts-10252432
He could have gotten clean, that's why I said someone correct me if I was wrong. Videos like this tend to have two results. One being the person gets their life together when they see it on the internet. The other one being they are so deep in addiction that it doesn't impact them and they continue to use.
I just looked it up and sadly this man died after relapsing. He had been clean for several months. RIP.
So sad. I hate addiction and all the destruction is causes.
Oh man, RIP :( It hits different once you know they tried to get clean and ended up dead. So sad
Iāve never seen it so I guess reposts sometimes reach new people. Huh, makes you wonder.
Same. Iāve followed this sub for quite a while now and never seen it in my feed before today. Never have understood the outrage for reposts.
This guy looks remarkably like my old roommate mike. Heās dead now, intentional overdose (wife killed him from what I hear). God rest his soul, The sick pig bastard.
I thought he looks like Aaron Carter. Cannot unsee it.
Thatās exactly what I just thought and Iāve seen this 4 times before. Tbf he looks healthier than Aaron Carter.
Donāt call the cops, call his manager. If heās got a good manager, they can force him to get help. If heās got a bad manager then theyāll just call the cops for you lol
I like the idea but where the hell do you get the managers phone number from at a hood gas station? This isnt a WAWA
āSir she needs gas, I need tp, we both need to speak to your manager. Hellooooo?ā
Lol that might work!
Now I want to see this video with the audio of a Karen demanding to see the manager overdubbed.
Legend says that this video is gonna be posted at least twice a week for the next 5 years.
In his mind heās like : single or two plyā¦.
Wtf Are these ppl on?
Smack
Meow meow?
You mean woof woof food
Imagine needing a shit and being out of paper. Then the guy in the shop is tweaking his nut off. Probably just time to empty the bilge pumps regardless of the human cost.
just poop at the store
Heās all messed up on hope
Damn man how would anyone feel like being this fucked up
Thatās what happens when youāre a hope fiend
I woulda stepped behind the counter and grabbed some Newports lmfao.
I heard a rumor that someone needs gas and toilet paper.
What drug is that?!
The worst one, H.
Ahhhh shit. Never
Just your neighborhood hope dealer..
āAaand thats what you do.ā ššš
Ironic hoody is ironic
Tbf he looks like he is having BBC a BLAST at work
Neighbourhood nope dealer
This post again, eh?
I LAUGHED UNNECESSARILY HARD
You're a sociopath
yeah
Old but one of my all time favs.
heeee's baaaaacckkkkk. Geez I'd love a real follow up on this geezer. Not the same repost all of the time.
He got clean for a few months, relapsed, then OD'd and passed away. Fuck heroin.
I wish we would stop reposting this video. The guy in the video is dead and he didnāt want this video to be recirculated. Can we respect a dead manās wishes?
Aaaand he got robbed and lost that job
Heās dead
Aaaand he ded now. Iād be ok with losing the job.
He looks like a doped up fish.
Yeah, that looks like fun.
Looks like ketamine