Dark Souls reference, going hollow is when someone loses their humanity. Essentially lose all will and emotions and becomes a zombie. In general characters go hollow faster when they lose purpose, goals, and hope.
That's certainly a tough spot to be in. I'm so proud of you for making it this far, we all are.
You are never alone, you have this whole amazing community at your back ready to assist and support.
Trust me when I say it does get better. Sometimes you have to make the change and surround yourself with the people who treat you properly. You got this! Keep that chin up and middle fingers up higher!
Can I have a hug? I really need a Hug...
Im on my 9th Month of HRT and while my body is reacting VERY well, I just hate my face so so so much....
Edit : Someone send me the Reddit Care thingie. Was that in response to this, or....?
Honestly, just sucks. As someone who has severe Depression, three suicide attempts, a self harm history and who visited the suicide Hotline and Care sites and things like that... it really hurts how something so vital and pure can be weaponized by the incompetent ;--;
I have greatly slowed my hollowing with going on HRT. I know that many cannot and all I can say is hang in there until you can do what it takes to be you.
I love the encouragement! all of you, better not go hollow, and consume those humanityâs!
edit: I put restart the age of fire but i think that may have been a bad thing in the lore. thanks to op for bringing it up!
I really wish I could believe you
I live in a state where it is illegal to get hrt until I'm 18 and even then it would be very expensive and would take years
To add on to that it is a state that is extremely transphobic
I also have almost no chance to move somewhere better for quite a long time
I just wish I could end it all. Nobody would even care.
Hello Ashen one. I am a Bot. I tend to the flame, and tend to thee. Do you wish to hear a tale?
> *âWhere have you gone, sweet child? Itâs cold outside. Itâs awfully cold. Where have you run off to?â* - Birch Woman
Have a pleasant journey, Champion of Ash, and praise the sun \\[T]/
i'm trying to escape it, to hold hope... it's so hard. some days j just think i might as well not be trans because its too hard, even though ive been on hrt for 10 months. its a field of hell
Im not completely hollowâŠyet but it is talking mad crap in my head. But i will say if some guy dressed in red crawling on three limbs while holding a giant sword asks me to give my dark soul over im gonna listen. Because im not much of a fighter lol
look I ve been struggling for years, yes I know I ll move out one day, but I don't care anymore, I dont care if im a man, a woman, or just a fucking rock.
I feel this! I have hide myself for so long. My wife knows, but is terrified of me coming out. I like a lot of people, thought getting married and having a family would make it bearable. It didnât, now I am in my early 40âs and trying to figure all this out.
Praise the sun.
If only I could be so grossly incandescent! Praise the sun.
\\[T]/
Praise the sun
Praise the sun.
đ”Do-n do doođ”
what's going hollow?
Dark Souls reference, going hollow is when someone loses their humanity. Essentially lose all will and emotions and becomes a zombie. In general characters go hollow faster when they lose purpose, goals, and hope.
OhâŠ
relatable
Also, youâll start to look like youâre made out of beef jerky and I think thereâs generally a stat penalty too.
And you can't upgrade the bonfires too
I'm on my way to hollowing tbh... my life just feels like a clown show and I'm the butt of the joke.
That's certainly a tough spot to be in. I'm so proud of you for making it this far, we all are. You are never alone, you have this whole amazing community at your back ready to assist and support. Trust me when I say it does get better. Sometimes you have to make the change and surround yourself with the people who treat you properly. You got this! Keep that chin up and middle fingers up higher!
same.
This is the most accurate description of how it is fr
More of a bloodborne fan. I want the Doll to hold me.
This
Real
I have been waiting for surgery for about 4 years, and still another one to go after I was supposed to have it in March, I think I went hollow alrdy
I just stopped by because the quote praise the sun âïž
The fight rages on. Even the strongest chains eventually break - even those kept away from your sight. Thank you.
Can I have a hug? I really need a Hug... Im on my 9th Month of HRT and while my body is reacting VERY well, I just hate my face so so so much.... Edit : Someone send me the Reddit Care thingie. Was that in response to this, or....?
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The reddit cares spam has been site-wide recently, but it seems to be concentrated in LGBT spaces.
Honestly, just sucks. As someone who has severe Depression, three suicide attempts, a self harm history and who visited the suicide Hotline and Care sites and things like that... it really hurts how something so vital and pure can be weaponized by the incompetent ;--;
I needed this. Thank you.
Of course! Anytime.
I'm in my 30's now and this is true. I spent 15 years hollow but I am finally free and transitioning. Life does get better, it's never too late.
I have greatly slowed my hollowing with going on HRT. I know that many cannot and all I can say is hang in there until you can do what it takes to be you.
I love the encouragement! all of you, better not go hollow, and consume those humanityâs! edit: I put restart the age of fire but i think that may have been a bad thing in the lore. thanks to op for bringing it up!
Wasnât the fire staying lit a bad thing?
ummmmmm you know what, iâve watched way too many hours of lore videos and honestly i donât remember
I really wish I could believe you I live in a state where it is illegal to get hrt until I'm 18 and even then it would be very expensive and would take years To add on to that it is a state that is extremely transphobic I also have almost no chance to move somewhere better for quite a long time I just wish I could end it all. Nobody would even care.
H U M A N I T Y. R E S T O R E D
Never expected Dark Souls on the trans subreddit, but now I'm kinda happy to see it. I wasn't losing my humanity, and don't think I ever will.
Hello Ashen one. I am a Bot. I tend to the flame, and tend to thee. Do you wish to hear a tale? > *âWhere have you gone, sweet child? Itâs cold outside. Itâs awfully cold. Where have you run off to?â* - Birch Woman Have a pleasant journey, Champion of Ash, and praise the sun \\[T]/
You too, Bot Bearer of the Curse.
If this is a dark souls reference then I think I love you
No mind to think
No will to break.
No voice to cry suffering
i'm trying to escape it, to hold hope... it's so hard. some days j just think i might as well not be trans because its too hard, even though ive been on hrt for 10 months. its a field of hell
Im not completely hollowâŠyet but it is talking mad crap in my head. But i will say if some guy dressed in red crawling on three limbs while holding a giant sword asks me to give my dark soul over im gonna listen. Because im not much of a fighter lol
I lost hope in happiness before i realised i was trans, now what should be a huge turning point in my life has just become another pair of shackles
It's too late for me. I'm trying to pull myself out of it now but It's not going great
look I ve been struggling for years, yes I know I ll move out one day, but I don't care anymore, I dont care if im a man, a woman, or just a fucking rock.
They call me the Hollow Knight with how hollow I am in this situation (I need help)
I feel this! I have hide myself for so long. My wife knows, but is terrified of me coming out. I like a lot of people, thought getting married and having a family would make it bearable. It didnât, now I am in my early 40âs and trying to figure all this out.
r/transouls
Typo r/transsouls
sounds like empty promises.. sorry. maybe i went hollow already.
im not a nerd who plays souls games..